Our Beloved Little Alanna

latest, Alanna skang ade kat ICU HKL..
baru transfer dari HSB 2 hari lepas, setelah macam2 berlaku..

plz, baby..
cepat sembuh..
nnt buleh maen ngan abg Nadime, rite?
buleh nakal2 peningkan kepala ur mummy n daddy.. (but not so noti tau.. sian mummy ngan daddy nnt..)
buleh maen swimming pool kat umah tu..
xpon klu mummy n daddy Alanna jadi pindah, buleh maen air ngan abg Nadime kat backyard kn? :)
so u have to b stronger emm?
utk mummy..
utk daddy..
utk abg Nadime..
n utk kami semua yg xputus2 mendoakan..
u hav 2 b strong..
macam ur mummy..

mummy Alanna adalah a very strong woman..
cant imagine if aku kat tempat die..
maybe da jadi gila lalui semua..

nabihah is so not strong.. :(
wanna b strong..
like mummy Alanna..
like little baby Alanna juge..

xtau knape..
first time tgk Alanna, hati ni terjatuh..
sungguh..
hati ni terjatuh lagi.. Alanna..

even tga stadi pn tbayang muke Alanna..
smbil buat projek, muke Alanna msti ade kat tepi.. :)
u make me crazy, little one.. noti, ea?

i'll always pray for u..
i promise.. :)

when im humming the same song..
i wish i was by your side..
:)

lately aku bz surveying peneman baru..
really need a neew peneman rite now..
peneman yg tade pape memory pedih n pahit..
the MAIN PURPOSE is to isolatekn diri aku dari dunia kat sini..
tatau nape, makin lame2 hari2 aku kat sini makin hambar..
n full of hatred.. :(

but the MAJOR PROBLEM is, aku tatau nak pilih yg mane satu..

this one?

or this one?

hmm.. mane2 pon tape sebena nye.. asalkn MAIN PURPOSE aku utk beli ni tercapai.. :)
mau sumbat byk2 lagu.. so xperlu la jumpe manusia kat kolej ni.. simple, rite?

i wanna be MORE and MORE selfish..
MORE and MORE ignorant..
MORE and MORE lonely.. juz me.. n myself..

nabihah hav to sayang diri sniri.. hav to be SELFISH!
paham x, nabihah????

p/s : dlm hp baru ni nnt mau letak manyak3 gamba Alanna..!!!! :) suke3.. hikhikhik..